Saturday, March 31, 2007

Of DotA, Beads and Rock and Roll

Last Thursday during our discipleship group we came across the topic of DotA, I didn't know how our discussion drifted to it (our topic was "Controlling the Tongue"). But it garnered a lot of talk-time and different views about the game. From what I see it's the one of the more popular PC games among the youth. And there are boys in our youth group that do play the game, some play moderately while others are "addicted" to it. It's been a popular discussion amongst our youth leadership, some saying good, others not good. I've also discussed it with other youth leaders and they also have varying views. Here's what I think about it:

Well, before we start judging the game (and other computer games), it's good to have all the facts in. Wikipedia has a good information about it. Also check the entry about Warcraft III. And by the way, I don't play. I'm stuck with Family Computer and never caught up as early as Sega and rollerblades.

Why some Christians have problem with DotA:
  • It's prone to be addictive, the cause of becoming a bulakbol.
  • The more Christian reason: The game and its characters looked like it rose from the bowels of hell.
Why some Christians doesn't have any problem with DotA:
  • It stimulates the brain through strategical thinking.
  • The more Christian reason: An avenue for fellowship and bonding among the brethren.
Non-living things are neutral. If asked, would you say a knife is good or evil? A knife is neither good nor evil, it's just an object. A knife can chop those lamang-loob for a delectable sisig and it can also be used to stab some person. Put man into the picture, the object becomes an instrument for good or for evil. Therefore, it's not the knife that's good or evil, but it's man who uses it for good or for evil. Same is true with money, knowledge and computers. It's the person who makes it bad or good. Could the game alone be neither good nor bad, or is it the user's motive that makes it good/bad?

Associations. Humans survive by association, we know that red means "stop" and green means "go." We know that it's not good to touch fire because some time before we have learned that it's not really okay to touch the flame of a burning candle. Failing to learn from the past is dangerous. But one must not dwell in it. It is by association that Christians limit their territories, instead of enlarging them. Some decades before noncompliance with the King James Version and the hymnal was as good as losing your salvation. Common-speak and repetitive upbeat choruses are for pagans and drunkards. The same has become the struggle of the electric guitar, the synthesizers, dancing, computers and the Internet to get past church doors.

Last semester, I had a UP-grad classmate who thought forbidding card games within school grounds was discriminatory. Just because cards were associated with gambling, some observant people readily shoot those who play even when there's no money involved. That's how our association skills get the best of us; that even I and some of my classmates are not so sold out about his view because playing cards in a seminary looks "un-Christian." We have a billiard table in school that went through the same beating a few decades before.

Rock music is another unsettled debate among Christian circles. We associate rock music with the unkempt, drug addicts and the rebellious; even as Hillsong and United among other contemporaries have become mainstream among the emerging church. We once had a discussion in our Worship and Music subject at school. How does music influence a person? Lyrics do, that's what makes Christian music Christian. But remove the lyrics and be left with music alone, could it still influence a person? Some say yes, some say no. I think it does. Just as a movie score can aid the person to react in a certain way, so does music. Another question was, "Can an artist influence the listener through his music?"

myChristianity syndrome. Back during the 90s, and this is a true story, wearing beads was forbidden by our older folks at church. Back then beads started to become a really huge hit and I started wearing one. The pastor's wife warned me about the evil associations of beads; that perhaps it came from some tribe which involved some rituals. But being a rebellious, zitty youth that I was, I still wore them.

Today, beads are as common as any fashion accessory. Sometimes the older we get the more we try resist CHANGE. First, let's set it straight, not all change is good, but not all change is bad either. But one thing is for sure, change is unstoppable. Often we fall into the mistake of setting up our little rules that we don't notice we are fleeting away from the real Christianity. We set up our rules for our own safety, and force others to do the same. I remember a radio sermon by Ptr. Jurem Ramos on DZAS. He said that when we force our own rules, which neither contradict nor accentuate Biblical commands, to other people, we are in danger of falling into legalism, which Paul fiercely condemned among the Galatian church. The thing with issues like these, fall into the grey areas because the Bible doesn't directly address it. But it doesn't mean that when the object doesn't appear letra por letra we can do it, because God's Word is always relevant. We should measure everything by the standard of Biblical principles.

Perhaps you are ready to just turn my blog off your browser and make your life less complicated. But let me share what God's Word says about DotA, rock music and beads. Paul had a similar problem. In one of his correspondence, someone asked him if it was ok to eat food that were sacrificed to idols, here's what he has to say about these grey areas or "disputable matters." I learned this from my music teacher. I've paraphrased the passage with "rock music" on brackets.

"Accept him whose faith is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters. One man's faith allows him to [play rock], but another man, whose faith is weak, [only sings hymnals]. The man who [plays rock] everything must not look down on him who does not, and the man who does not [play rock music] must not condemn the man who does, for God has accepted him. Who are you to judge someone else's servant? To his own master he stands or falls. And he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand.

"One man considers one day more sacred than another; another man considers every day alike. Each one should be fully convinced in his own mind. He who regards one day as special, does so to the Lord. He who [plays rock], [plays] to the Lord, for he gives thanks to God; and he who [does not play rock], does so to the Lord and gives thanks to God. For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.

"For this very reason, Christ died and returned to life so that he might be the Lord of both the dead and the living. You, then, why do you judge your brother? Or why do you look down on your brother? For we will all stand before God's judgment seat. It is written:
" 'As surely as I live,' says the Lord,
'every knee will bow before me;
every tongue will confess to God.' "So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God.

"Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way. As one who is in the Lord Jesus, I am fully convinced that no [music] is unclean in itself. But if anyone regards something as unclean, then for him it is unclean. If your brother is distressed because of what [play], you are no longer acting in love. Do not by your [music] destroy your brother for whom Christ died. Do not allow what you consider good to be spoken of as evil. For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking [or playing], but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, because anyone who serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and approved by men.

"Let us therefore make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification. Do not destroy the work of God for the sake of [music]. All [music] is clean, but it is wrong for a man to [play rock] that causes someone else to stumble. It is better not to eat meat or drink wine [or play rock] or to do anything else that will cause your brother to fall.

"So whatever you believe about these things keep between yourself and God. Blessed is the man who does not condemn himself by what he approves. But the man who has doubts is condemned if he [plays], because his [playing] is not from faith; and everything that does not come from faith is sin.

"We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up. For even Christ did not please himself but, as it is written: "The insults of those who insult you have fallen on me." For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.

"May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
"Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God."

- Romans 14:1-15:7, NIV

Paul's foundation was not on rules - the Law, but his foundation was love. Too often we push and fight for our rights. It's our right to be pleased, get the best service, me first. Our rights have given us grounds to breed selfish motives. But contrary to the post-modern philosophy, the Bible tells us "to die to ourselves," "deny ourselves," and "consider others more important than ourselves." Here are 11 points I got from this passage:

  1. Refrain from readily judging other people. Before readily laying down judgment in words and thought, always ask "why?" Know the context of reason. In fact, the more we know the person, the more we become hasty in judgment because of fraternal bond. Don't take God's place. God has the proper Person, time and place for that.
  2. Accept that not everyone is like you. We are created differently, so we think and appreciate things differently.
  3. Do everything for the glory of God. Before you do something, ask yourself, "Does this bring glory to God?" The more it brings glory to God, the more you do it.
  4. We are accountable. We will all give account to God all that we have done, however irrelevant/neutral we think it is.
  5. Consider the weak. Do not, by what you're doing, offend/stumble other people, especially the weak.
  6. Be merciful. Always act on love, not technicalities and rules. Let us be merciful just as God has been merciful to us.
  7. Enlarge your vision. Always get the big picture. Don't major on minor things. Don't fight over a small morsel of bread. God is in the business of righteousness, peace and joy in the Spirit.
  8. Be an inspiration. Let everything you do be a source of inspiration and encouragement for other people.
  9. Be true to yourself. Magpakatotoo ka! Always check your motives. Do not be a great pretender.
  10. Be a servant. Jesus didn't put himself first, and no servant/disciple is greater that his Master.
  11. Protect the unity in the body. Disunity pleases the other, our unity glorifies God.
So in the end, it's not about who's right and who's wrong. It's about how much we love our brothers and our friends. It's the very foundation of our Faith - Love. And it is by love that the world will know that we are not phonies.

We are one in the Spirit
We are one in the Lord
And we pray that our unity may one day be restored
And they'll know that we are Christians by our love
- Old hymn

Friday, March 30, 2007


Lunch date last Thursday with Bubu & Ethel, my college barkadas.


Today at ice monster Robinson's Place.

"All religions lead to the same God, and all deserve the same respect.

"Anyone who chooses religion is also choosing a collective way of worshiping and sharing the mysteries. Nevertheless, that person is the only one responsible for his or her actions along the way and has no right to shift responsibility for any personal decisions on to that religion."
- Paulo Coelho
"Statutes for the New Millennium," Like the Flowing River

I agree on the second and the rest of this statement, but not the first. All religion deserve respect. But that doesn't mean all lead to the same God. And indeed we are responsible for our choice. Jesus said He is the Way, the Truth and the Life, that no one comes to God except through Him (John). There is no name under heaven or on earth or under the earth by which ALL men will be saved (Acts). We can be diverse but still have respect for one another because all of us came into this world human.

Any thoughts?

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Woke up this morning and a hostage drama is on TV. Some guy, who would soon be known as Jun Ducat, made hostage of 32 pre-school children with their teachers. The news was even on cable news channels. I left home with not knowing if the hostage drama was resolved. But as it turns out, the hostage taker surrendered, after negotiations from political celebrities and the children were safe. This guy ought to be in jail. I think he’s mad. Putting helpless children in danger for motives however of good intent is unjust. He was like a child who threw tantrums because he didn’t get what he wanted – a government free of corruption. I mean we all want that. But this isn’t the way to do it, fighting evil with evil. I was even more irked watching an interview of a grandmother of a released child sympathizing with the hostage taker and justifying his actions. That makes me think, what kind of a society do we have? Could that be the general mindset of the masang Filipino (masses)? I feel that people are frustrated and losing hope and there's no other resolve but to give in, diluting our judgments. I hope not. I think we ought to stop blaming other people for our conditions because we in some ways have dipped in to make it so. Do your duty and let others follow. And even if nobody else follows, God upholds the righteous and never lets his work go down the drain.

I’ve been reading Paulo Coelho’s “Like the Flowing River” and it keeps on speaking to me. A writer does have a way with words that are sometimes hard to express and concretize. His views are Christian-like and it makes me think that he could be a believer or a really good enlightened Catholic. He’s been speaking to me about solitude; that sometimes I need to just stop and smell the roses. Reflect on the day that has past. What good have I done? What have contributed today in the fulfillment of my “personal legend”? It is true when he wrote that often we equate our importance and value by our busyness. And we view solitude as uselessness to the world. But it is when we are in solitude that we see who we really are and listen to that still small voice that affirms that we are loved and cared for. I think I am going to be influenced by Coelho’s philosophy of life.

I hope that I could be like him in the aspect of traveling, less than halfway through the book he has accounted for staying and traveling to various places on the planet. And the better thing is that while he does it he sees the meaning of life.

Technology has become one of soul’s worst enemies. Television and the Internet has placed us in a receiving mode robbing us of time to contemplate and give out.

In lieu of recent events I think being a negotiator is a really cool job. I like the thought of dismantling tragedy by untangling a distorted person’s emotion and mind. It is now one of my dream jobs or jobs-in-a-parallel-universe along with being a scientist/researcher in field such as archeologists or biologists and being a flight attendant (just ask me why when we meet). Nonetheless, being a youth pastor, designer and student is a really cool job.



Today I did multimedia for our school’s graduation. It’s always great when people’s goals become a reality. It’s sad though because most of my classmates during my first semester in ASCM of which became some of my friends in school has graduated and will be going back to their country and ministry. Two finished their doctorates. I still haven’t got the motivation to pursue doctorate studies. I must look back on my calling God has given me. I still have a long way to go. I have already completed 45 of the 96 required units to complete. I am afraid to ask why am I doing this for fear that I may get a confused answer. Am I still doing it for God or for men? Coelho writes about the danger of missing the value of what we are doing because we when we focus too much on the rules, we start not to enjoy the task that we are doing. Indeed my existence in bible school has equipped and molded me to become the person I am today. I hope that when I reach the end of this race my goal will still be the same and more refined since the day I entered it.



Tonight Netty and I celebrated our 3rd monthsary. It’s as if it’s been a long time. Tonight she really looked lovely, though I forgot to tell her that. Sometimes she catches me just studying her profile. We had a delightful pasta dinner and dessert at DQ which has become a habit of ours every time we go to G4 or Gateway. She gave me a gift – an electric toothbrush – which recently I told her that I wanted one but not because I was hinting for a monthsary gift. I gave her a Patrick Star stuffed toy so that she will be reminded of me minus the dumbness of Patrick Star. Third month, the initial romance level is being normalized. She tease me as unromantic and un-gentleman which I am not – totally. But with our feet returning to the ground I have realized that our commitment for each other is revealed. And with that I am really, really happy and content. Pray that our commitment for each other will be as hard as diamond.

Pray for me:
  • I’m traveling on April 2-3 to Pila, Laguna for a ministry meeting. I might be driving. Please pray for safety on the road.
  • I’ll be speaking in two camps on April 24-25 in Olongapo and May 3 in Taytay. Please pray that God will use me as His mouthpiece and touch the heart and soul of the ears that will hear me speak. Lord empty me so that You’ll flow thru me.
  • Pray for my financial provisions. Indeed God is always faithful and I continue to learn to trust Him in this aspect.

Monday, March 26, 2007



Today I went to Makati to pick up the graduation pics of our school. I'm in charge of the multimedia on our school's graduation ceremonies. Before that I went to pick up the Hebrew Book I photocopied in Asturias. Ahh, the UST days. Went to Glorietta, Netty and I were gonna watch 300, finally much anticipation because everyone who saw it recommended it. So for 3 hours I walked around G4 and Greenbelt 3, going around bookstores free reading. Finally I was able to find the book I was looking for months now, I forgot the title and author until I saw it on the shelf again. It is Paulo Coehlo's "Like the Flowing River." It's a collection of the authors reflections and thoughts. After spending some time reading its first 30 pages at Fruit Magic, I am more amazed at how this guy writes. Some memorable entries are "The Story of the Pencil," "How to Climb a Mountain," and the story about Genghis Khan.



"300" was a good movie. I am reminded by the movie "Gladiator" when I saw it. The movie is about the king of Sparta and how he and his 300 men fought the advancing Persian kingdom. The movie was rated R for violence and nudity. I liked the cinematography of the film which by the way was 100% shot behind blue/green screens. But most of all, I liked it because I was affirmed by the movie's leadership insights (though it's hardly their intention). His leadership is something to be admired and acquired. He lead his men to war: Leaders ought to be in the front lines, not like chess players playing their soldiers. He was relevant yet had commanding authority. He was respected by his men and they were loyal to him. I hope that's how I'm practicing my leadership.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

I'm here now at SM San Lazaro waiting for my parents while they went to the grocery. Feeling laid-back. Actually I want to go home and rest. Today, Kuya Jess, one of whom I considered to be my mentors, spoke at church. He's gonna be in Bontoc for two months to do mission. In the afternoon, I had a meeting with the disciplers in our youth ministry in order to rally them to maximize these summer months in discipling other youth. Our youth is getting better. We've been growing in number this year and we're confident that we will exceed our goal for this year.

I don't have much to talk about. Since there's not much activity yet. School's out, and ministry activities are still on their way.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Hi there! Haven't blog for the longest time. I was so busy with school and ministry work. School's out and summer's getting revved up with ministry activities. I will be back to blog some more. But for now, I gotta sleep. I'm leading praise and worship tomorrow. Ciao!

Monday, March 12, 2007



This morning we had a great worship time at church. It's been a while since I was able to play keyboards again and I thank God for His gift of music to me. Pastor Zaldy's wife Sis. Angie is finally back home from US. She has a key chain for me that resembles a New York car plate with my name on it. I missed seeing her around because she's an encourager. After service some of us youth had lunch at McDonald's because we're having badminton in the afternoon. By 2PM we were already smashing shuttlecocks at City Smash. It has been quite a while since I've played badminton so I expect my body would ache after. Done by 5 and went home.

About our last Saturday's small groups, I just had an amazing discovery. Our lesson was about Daniel and integrity, how he was thrown in the lion's den for not worshiping the image of Darius; And what a coincidence we were sitting under a huge statue of Lapu-lapu in Rizal Park. That would have been a great illustration and object lesson.

Saturday, March 10, 2007



Yesterday was a great time with students again. We had bible study on the nursing faculty provided for us by the dean there. Netty did the bible study that day because the night before I was suffering from a really bad headache. She was great. I thought the students responded more to her that me doing it. We had a great time of sharing and it was great. After that had snack at McDo, went to church, and took her to the jeepney stop so she could go home.

"Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go." ~ Joshua 1:9

We've invaded another bulletin board in church!

Friday, March 09, 2007

"Therefore they spent a long time there speaking boldly with reliance upon the Lord, who was testifying to the word of His grace, granting that signs and wonders be done by their hands." Acts 14:3

Lord help me to speak of You with boldness, with confidence not set upon myself but of the assurance that Your Words will accomplish its task, with total reliance and understanding that You alone have the authority and ability to turn unbelieving hearts around back to You.

"God didn't give us a spirit of timidity but of power, love and discipline." 2 Timothy 1:7

"Depart now from the tents of the wicked and touch nothing that belongs to them or you will be swept away in all of their sin." Numbers 16:26

Haven't blog for a while. Very busy. Last night, leaving from school I had a really bad headache. The LRT was shut down, so I took an FX which was more expensive and took more time to go home. I sweat and felt like vomiting. I don't know if that was just panic or what. So I called home so my dad could take me to a clinic. We went to ER and had me checked up. I had low blood pressure... that's why. After a litany of questions from the student nurse and giving me a paracetamol, we left and went home. Going home, I went straight to bed because my head still aches. Dad went to my room and gave me a head massage, and after some minutes it was gone already! I was still able to stay up some minutes later.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Lift Up Your Eyes

by Planetshakers

I see heaven before me
Angels passing around me
Here i stand in awe of your beauty
Captured by your holiness

Lift up your eyes
All of heaven's in worship
Angels rejoice and the clouds will be filled with the wonder of Your Name
With the wonder of Your Name
The train of His robe fills the temple with glory
Heavenly hosts fall before Him in worship
Crying "Holy! Holy! Holy is the Lord God Almighty!
"Holy! Holy! Holy is the Lord God Almighty!"

Ready for You

by Kutless

Listen

Lord, You take my heart away with Your love
and I am willing to put on my faith in Your plan
Come and take my life
Make my soul refreshed in truth now

I am ready for You
Take my heart and make me new now
I am ready for You to come and fill my soul

Cleanse all of my mind that is not of You
Break me, teaching me how to find rest in Your hands
Come and take my life
Make my soul refreshed in truth now

Whatever it takes I'm needing to make Your will be done
and I'm letting go of my control for I see what You've done in me